I’m back! Hope this finds all you well and enjoying your Wednesday. I am finally back in the swing of work after a 3 and a half day weekend full of to much booze, picnic, and sun.
So here are some brief updates:
* I called Mr. Ticket Sales. I played coy and when I asked if he was going to be in the area to sale tickets again, what it meant was I am giving you my cell phone number, take a hint I want to make out with you. Needless to say…he didn’t pick up on my subtle hints and the phone call got awkward….ssssoooo here’s me embarrassed, but at least I tried.
* HRTTLAG was at trivia again last night…..I am pretty sure he looks better and better every week. And he is driving me wild with those tight, ride up t-shirts……he was there with another guy whom he left with….uuummm that was a bit of a downer….I just wish he knew there was a guy who sits right next to him who is pining for him. Have you ever met someone you wanted to just grab and haul off and kiss him, hard and intense, gripping said person by their polo, or perhaps tight t-shirt?
Along with those two update I have some crazy news. Saturday night I was out at the bars with friends who were in town. My cell phone starts going off like crazy. It’s a lesbian I know asking me to go to one of our gay bars in Erie. I had fully intended on going to the gay bars this weekend but all my buffers (Lucy and Lauren) were not going to be there so I dismissed the idea. Well my lesbian friend kept asking me and finally I decided that I would go. I was already dressed up. So I go and I’m all panicky because it’s a gay bar and I am still not use to going to them. I find my lesbian friend, her gf and a couple of other people. After we dance for a bit, my lesbian friend introduces me to one of her gay guy friends. We chat for a few moments and we go back to dancing. I leave to get a glass of water, and when I turn around I see my friend dancing with her gf. So not wanting to interfere with there dancing with each other I stood by the stripper pole and watched the dance floor scene unfolding. For those of you who are straight, gay bars find it acceptable to have a real stripper pole present in the bar…and trust me it gets used…;) As I’m standing there the guy that I was introduced to comes up to me and we start chatting. I’m a little excited cause he is paying attention to me and I don’t usually have that happen. Seeing my chance I invite him to get some food….granted its 2am but there was a greasy spoon joint still open. We go and have a nice early morning breakfast. Needless to say 4 am rolled around and I needed to go home…and no we didn’t have any sexy time….although looking back perhaps I should have invited him back to my place.
I’m pretty excited because there’s this boy, I’m going to call him Evan, whom seemed to mirror a lot of thoughts that I have. We had good conversation etc. I am thinking of texting him and seeing if he wants to join me for a few drinks tomorrow. But here’s the downfall. After some careful memory observation I realize we have met before. I don’t know if he remembers but we were introduced on one as I was walking to the bars with Lauren. I was introduced to him by this bitch of a girl….and what makes matters worse, he had a roommate who dated one of my close friends, and he also has a roommate who was in the same program as me in college. I mean in the span of just one day I went from meeting a complete stranger to someone who knows a bunch of acquaintances of mine. Many of whom don’t know I’m gay. That’s a big deal, because I don’t necessarily want to tell them I’m gay either.
This is effed up. But I am still thinking of texting him. Are there any thoughts from the peanut gallery? I’m thinking I could be coy and in my text be like “I realized this week that we have met before…In fact I’m 99% sure we have been introduced within the past two months. If you can’t figure out where we were introduced, you are going to have to meet me out tonight at dollar imports and I’ll tell you!” I think it’s kind of cunning.
The only big problem is he has BIG eyes…like perpetual state of surprise eyes…lol. I don’t even know what to say…well I’ll let you know what happens.
